Bloody Domination 2: Straitjacket
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+S through Z › Sonic
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
17
Views:
8,523
Reviews:
53
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own the Sonic The Hedgehog game series, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Things Getting Complicated
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Bloody Domination 2: Straitjacket
Co-Written by Harley Quinn hyenaholic and Froggy22651
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Harley: Well, it’s a nice, gay, consensual sex chapter. If you don’t like that sort of thing... well, you shouldn’t have started reading this fanfic.
Froggy: The general call seems for Shadow to not be too crazy. Well, we’ll do what we can, but he wasn’t in that asylum for nothing.
Harley: But for now, things are getting ever more complicated. And increasingly gay.
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Chapter Ten: Things Getting Complicated
Shadow watched the plane carrying his unborn baby fly away. He wondered if he would ever see it again. He turned away from Sonic, who was still waving, and walked away slowly. Eventually he sat down next to a large pool of water, staring into its depths. For a long moment, he had a fascinating mental image of Sonic finding him lying face down, drowned in a few inches of water, blood trickling from his wrists and staining the water dark red.
In stark contrast, the blue hedgehog looked as cheery as ever, turning away from the plane in the distance and taking a deep breath. Then he coughed. Memories tended to fade over time, the details leaving, and Sonic had forgotten just how thick and heavy the air was here. Such was the jungle, damp and hot. It had been a while since he visited here, "Hey, Shadow!" he called out when he noticed that the dark hedgehog was no longer beside him, "Shadow? Shadow, where did you go?"
Shadow could hear Sonic shouting his name, but continued to stare listlessly into the water at his reflection, drawn, pale, tense... he looked just as bad as he felt. He splashed some water from the pool onto his shoulder; it eased the burning agony of the stab wound in his arm. Sonic's calls were coming closer, Doesn't he ever just give up? Shadow thought, No, he never does, the thought concluded.
The thick foliage made it hard to walk, but thankfully a dirt trail had been beaten down to allow for people to walk through easily. Sonic was on the trail, cupping his hands to his mouth and calling out Shadow's name. He had promised that they would stay together, so of course the first thing the dark hedgehog had to do was to get out of his sight. He was so damn stubborn... much like himself, Sonic noted with a smirk.
Shadow finally turned as the blue hedgehog crashed through the bushes, "I wanted to be alone," he said, "I just... just wanted to get things straight in my head! Why do you always have to be here?"
"Um... just because?" Sonic replied, shrugging his shoulders. Truth be told, he was worried that Shadow was going to do something stupid on his own, and considering his current mental state, it wasn't a totally unfair assumption. Walking over to Shadow, Sonic plopped himself down and stared into the water.
"You may not think I'm a monster," Shadow said dully, not looking at him, "But I have a duty to. I mustn't forget... or forgive myself... even if other people can. Or it could all happen again."
"Whatever you say, pal,” Sonic casually replied, obviously not believing that himself. He felt that Shadow was overcomplicating things. All he really needed to do was just lighten up. He needed something positive to focus on.
"You don't get it," Shadow growled, "It wasn't all the voices... not all of it... It was me... as well."
Blinking, Sonic quickly faced Shadow, "Wha-what? When was it you?" he asked, worry in his voice.
"Rouge..." Shadow whispered, not looking at Sonic, avoiding his eyes, "I killed Rouge. I mean, there were things that happened, that the voice did... but I killed Rouge," his expression creased up, "I thought... she loved me..." he whispered.
Swallowing, Sonic whispered in return, "But... I don't understand. Why?" It made sense before when it was just the voice, but the blue hedgehog found it hard to believe that Shadow was a murderer. He needed to know more.
"I don't really know," Shadow said, "What do I know about love, or devotion? But I knew enough to be tricked! I thought I really meant something to her... I thought maybe she could stop me. But I was wrong. She doesn't care about anybody... but herself. That whore's got a cunt like a fucking bowling alley."
It was wrong to kill Rouge; Sonic knew that. But he could understand Shadow's pain. To love someone and then to feel betrayed by them... Tentatively, Sonic reached out and placed a hand on Shadow's shoulder, "That... had to hurt,” he spoke quietly.
Shadow nodded, "You know what was worse? My only experience of... of somebody caring... was with Maria. I was comparing Maria to Rouge! I hated myself for that! I still do!" His face twisted up in anger.
"...Don't hate yourself for that, Shadow,” said Sonic, giving Shadow's shoulder a squeeze, "You didn't know any better. She used you, and you were... alone..." Sonic swallowed again and then forced a smile on his face, "Well hey, you still got me around, right?"
"And that's supposed to make me feel better, is it?" Shadow asked, but Sonic couldn't help but notice that the dark hedgehog hadn't pulled away from him yet.
"Well, doesn't it?" Sonic asked back, glancing into the dark hedgehog's crimson eyes.
"A little," Shadow admitted grudgingly, "Yeah. A little." A brief smile flickered onto his face, although he still didn't turn to look at Sonic, "I... I thought I'd always be alone. It's what I deserve-"
"No one deserves that,” Sonic answered quickly, thought about it, and then added, "Well... almost no one. But you don't, Shadow. What Rouge did to you was wrong."
"That's why I killed her afterwards," Shadow said, "I still thought I deserved somebody. And you still think I deserve somebody, even now." Without really thinking about it, he put his hand on top of Sonic's hand on his shoulder.
"I know you do,” Sonic whispered. Shadow was alone, always had been. Alone, afraid, betrayed... and yet it surprised people when he lost control, and gave in to his anger and frustration. Sonic had always had his friends and companions, always had someone to share the day with. He could barely imagine what it was like to be truly alone, and what he imagined was horrible. There were… feelings that he had that he never admitted to anyone, much less himself. He always had admired Shadow, after he learned to get past the cold attitude and abrasive nature. He liked that there was someone who could actually match him, could understand where he was coming from. He always wanted to get closer to Shadow, although the dark hedgehog was always pushing him away.
For once, they were together, and Shadow wanted him there, even if he tried hard not to admit it. Shadow needed him there, and that was something that Sonic wasn't used to... but it felt good. Knowing all of this, he still wasn't sure why he was leaning in, and he surprised even himself when he pressed his lips against Shadow's.
Shadow’s eyes widened, he tensed up and gasped slightly... but he realised that he wasn't pulling away, that he had no desire to. The feeling of somebody wanting to be with him was something he hadn't felt for years. Somebody was touching him, was choosing to touch him... he didn't know how to react.
The thought kept running through Sonic's head that this was crazy. It wasn't all that long ago that all Shadow wanted in the world was to rape and torture and kill him, and yet here he was kissing the black hedgehog. It was totally insane... but a little madness had not stopped him before. Worried by Shadow's lack of a response, Sonic wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss, probing Shadow's lips with his tongue.
Shadow finally reacted, hesitantly moving his hands to Sonic's shoulders, and parting his lips, his rough tongue stroking against Sonic's, slipping into his mouth, tasting him... and then he remembered who he was and what he had done, and pulled back, "Sonic... I'm not sure... if this is the right thing to do," he said quietly. Yeah, that's rich coming from you, the little voice inside sneered quietly.
Sonic fought back a whimper as Shadow pulled away, missing the kiss he had only just got a taste of. Still, he hung onto Shadow, refusing to let go just yet, one hand resting against his white-furred chest, "Doesn't it... feel right?" he breathed.
"Yes..." Shadow admitted, breathing hard, and gazing into Sonic's emerald green eyes. His heart was pounding, and he couldn't bring himself to take his hands off the blue hedgehog's shoulders, "But what I did-"
"Doesn't matter here,” Sonic interrupted, holding Shadow's gaze, breathing heavily, "We can beat that... together."
Shadow meant to protest, to try to convince Sonic that he deserved to be alone, but he couldn't bear it any longer. He leant forward and pressed his lips to Sonic's. Somehow though, it didn't invoke the sheer euphoric experience that he had received when Sonic had kissed him.
But Sonic pressed forward, held the kiss, ran his hands down Shadow's back between his quills. Sonic didn't want this to end. This one moment of giving in had opened up the floodgate of buried feelings, of his own need for companionship. Shadow wanted to be loved, and Sonic realized that he wanted to be the one loving. Neither of them had to be alone. The blue hedgehog kissed harder, pressing his tongue back into Shadow's mouth, exploring and caressing it.
Shadow's hands began to move over Sonic's shoulders, down his back and up into the quills on his head. A soft moan left his mouth, and once again his tongue moved against Sonic's. Another moan, another taste, and he was hooked, just wanting, needing for them to be closer.
They had each other. Sonic kissed Shadow hungrily, desperately as his hands frantically moved over the black-furred body, rubbing and pressing and scratching against him until they came to rest on the curve of Shadow's rear. The blue hedgehog squeezed and let out a moan of his own into the kiss.
Shadow moaned in return, holding onto the kiss. His hand moved over Sonic's cheeks, tracing the lines of his face gently, while his other hand sank deeper into the quills on his back, tugging. He shifted slightly, moving into a kneeling position, his lips moving more fiercely against those of the blue hedgehog's.
Sonic met the passion and energy with his own, one hand rubbing up Shadow's back as the other still rubbed near the base of his tail, his tongue wrestling for control with Shadow's.
It was almost like torture, but Shadow managed to break the kiss, moving his lips down to Sonic's neck, nuzzling it gently, and then kissing it, licking it, sucking on it gently as his heart raced and a wonderful, warm feeling welled up inside his chest.
Sonic hummed happily and wrapped his arms tightly around the dark hedgehog, holding him close as Shadow licked and kissed his throat, causing his heart to race out of control. Sonic realized he was shaking against Shadow, whether from nervousness or excitement he didn't know. But he loved it.
“Oh…” Shadow murmured, his breath warm against Sonic’s neck, “Oh… Sonic…” His hands tugged harder at the blue fur, his body pressing harder against the other, so that he could feel him trembling. He stopped, gazing into Sonic’s eyes again, taking deep breaths, “I… I don’t want to be alone any more…” he breathed.
"You won't be,” Sonic gasped, smiling comfortingly at the darker hedgehog, "I'm here." Leaning in again, he kissed the tip of Shadow's nose, and then his cheeks, his forehead, over his eyelids, all as his hands explored Shadow's chest and belly, one hand roaming lower between his legs.
Shadow let loose a low, prolonged groan at Sonic's touch. Invasive as it was, he didn't want it to stop. He kissed Sonic again, and his hands moved up and down the blue hedgehog's sides, stroking his fur, and coming to rest on his hips. He could feel the warm feeling that had started in his chest spreading to the rest of his body.
The hand between Shadow's legs rubbed more insistently as Sonic returned the heated kiss, running his tongue over the other's lips, taking in his taste and scent. But he wanted more, kissing harder, quivering in Shadow's grasp, moaning softly.
The blue hedgehog groaned, bucking his hips against him, and Shadow could feel something long and hard pressing through the black fur of his belly, "Nnngh... Sonic..." he moaned softly. He pulled his gloves off, and one hand moved in-between Sonic's legs, moving along the thick length slowly, as Sonic stroked him similarly.
"Unnngh... Shadow..." Sonic moaned back, "What are we..." But he left the question incomplete, knowing it didn't matter. He rested his forehead against Shadow's, their lips touching lightly as they panted for breath, their heavy scents mixing with the moist jungle air. The blue hedgehog grunted as his hips ground against Shadow's hand, and Sonic quickly removed his own gloves, wrapping a bare hand around Shadow's shaft and pumping his fist up and down the length.
Shadow moaned again, one bare hand rubbing at Sonic's length, matching the other hedgehog touch for touch, the other tugging at his fur, as his hips bucked and his shaft moved against Sonic's. He almost cried out at the feeling, but instead a whimper, almost painful, escaped his lips.
Sonic released a whimper of his own. The feeling was intense and delightful and so, so good. It threatened to overwhelm him, it was so frantic and mindless and heated and pleasurable... the only word he could use to describe it was, "Shadow,” and that was good enough for him. Sonic released Shadow's shaft just enough to hold his own with it, pressing the two, throbbing erections together, pumping them both at the same time. The blue hedgehog gasped and moaned loudly, becoming more vocal with his cries of passion.
This is crazy, this is stupid, this is... so wonderful... I don't want it to stop here, Shadow thought, barely able to breathe thanks to the feel of Sonic’s shaft pressed against his own. The heat, and the slippery wetness made him cry out softly as Sonic rubbed them together.
A few more wonderful seconds passed, and then he leant backwards with a moan, pulling Sonic with him slowly, and staring up at him, excited and frightened and pleasured, all at once.
Sonic leaned over Shadow, panting hard and looking into fiery red eyes as he wondered what he had to do next. His nervousness and fear mirrored Shadow's own as he lowered himself, planting little kisses on Shadow's chest, tugging softly on the white fur there with his teeth. As he did so, his hardened shaft rested down between Shadow's legs, tingles of pleasure racing down it. Sonic paused a moment, holding his breath, and then he carefully spread Shadow's legs apart.
Shadow breathed in sharply and closed his eyes, tilting his head back. He opened his eyes again, and rested a hand on Sonic's peach chest, running it down slowly until it rested between his thighs, "I... I just..." he started, and then stopped, because he had no idea what to say next.
Sonic just swallowed and nodded. Words weren't needed to tell each other what they wanted to do. For a moment, there was just their nervous, excited glances and the sounds of the jungle all around them. And then Sonic made his move, positioning himself between the dark hedgehog's legs and abruptly thrusting forward, sliding into Shadow's tight tail-hole.
"AUGH!" Shadow couldn't help but cry out. He'd never had anything put up there before, and it hurt, sweet Maria, it hurt. And Sonic cared. Would it have hurt this much for the others? Worse? He realised that he was crying. Tears were trickling unbidden down his face, and he moved his hand to wipe them away, to hide them.
Sonic's hand stayed his; it was impossible for him to not notice, this close. Then, the blue hedgehog kissed the tears away himself as he rested over Shadow, breathing deeply and keeping himself from moving too fast, "It's ok,” he whispered.
"I'm... sorry..." Shadow gulped down noisy breaths of air as he tried to contain the tears - no longer of pain, but of shame, not ashamed of what was happening, but of what had happened, what he had done, "I never... I didn't know..."
"I know,” Sonic replied quietly, "It's ok... that's in the past. This is now." Sonic kissed Shadow's cheek as he slowly drew himself out and thrust back inside.
Shadow groaned. This time there was less pain, and more pleasure. He spread his own legs wider to accommodate Sonic's thick shaft, and gripped the blue hedgehog's ungloved hand tightly, "Feels... good..." he moaned the third time.
"Yes,” Sonic moaned back in agreement. He moved tentatively at first, slowly, but his confidence grew with Shadow's moans. The blue hedgehog sped up his thrusts, driving himself harder into his new lover's tail-hole, the excitement and pleasure building.
Shadow gritted his teeth, still moaning, one hand holding Sonic's, the other moving over his own erection at the same rate that Sonic thrust into him, feeling pre-cum oozing out of the tip.
The sight emboldened Sonic, enflamed his lust further, and the blue hedgehog sped up his thrusts, "Shhhadow!" he called out loudly as their hips pressed together.
"Oh! Oh gods! S-Sonic!" Shadow cried out in return. Conflicting feelings hit his body. He wanted to reach the peak of pleasure, and yet he wanted this, this closeness to last forever. His hand left his shaft, and, already sticky and wet, gripped Sonic's other hand tightly. He braced his legs against the ground and raised his hips up, gasping and moaning with pleasure.
The position allowed for Sonic to thrust harder and deeper into the dark hedgehog, and he gratefully took the opportunity, gasping and moaning and crying out loudly into the jungle as he mated with Shadow passionately. The past didn't matter in that moment, nor what Shadow had done. There was no past, no future, no pursuit from Eggman or GUN. There was only them, together, in that moment, and it was pure bliss.
Shadow gasped and moaned and grunted with the pleasure filling him. Sweat poured down his body, making it slicker, "Harder!" he screamed out, clutching Sonic's hands tightly, "Faster!"
Sonic shouted and gave Shadow what he was pleading for, pounding against him roughly, giving in fully to animal lust, "Shadow!" he screamed as the raw pleasure built. The heat and moisture and sheer intensity of their lovemaking made the blue hedgehog dizzy, light-headed, and damn but he wanted more of it.
Shadow couldn't feel anything anymore, except for the undeniable pleasure caused by Sonic's shaft thrusting deep inside of him, "Sonic... Sonic!" he screamed, and with one enormous effort, sat up as Sonic thrust into him, pressing his lips to the other hedgehog's as he came, streams of sticky, white fluid pouring from his shaft, pressed between them.
The sitting up and hard kiss surprised Sonic, the ropes of cum splatting against his belly and the tightening of Shadow's tail-hole furthered the pleasure, and the arousing sound of his name being shouted pushed him over the edge. Sonic screamed into Shadow's mouth as his orgasm struck, quivering and clutching at the dark hedgehog so hard that he tore patches of fur from his back as he pumped his own fluid deep into his lover.
Shadow cried out again, the sound slightly muffled by Sonic's lips this time. He rubbed his shaft against Sonic's belly, the friction teasing out the last strands of cum as he clenched his butt tightly, his arms wrapped around Sonic's waist, holding him so close that he could feel both their hearts pounding frantically.
Sonic ended the kiss, drawing a shuddering gasp of breath as he did, hugging Shadow tightly to him and whimpering softly as Shadow continued tightening around his sensitive shaft. Coming down from the orgasmic high, the blue hedgehog finally whispered, "That was incredible..."
"I... I..." Shadow didn't know what to say, but he certainly agreed. It was incredible. It was about a million other things, but it was, above all else, incredible. Still breathing hard, he rested his head on Sonic's shoulder, and nuzzled his neck gently, his fingers lightly stroking through the blue hedgehog's soft fur.
Sonic sighed and returned the gesture, letting his heart slow, letting the world back in, if only a little bit. He didn't know how this had happened or even entirely why, but he didn't regret it in the slightest. Never Turn Back. We Can Make It. Those were words he gladly lived by and would continue to live by. "See? It's not all bad,” he whispered to the dark hedgehog with a smile.
"I..." Shadow found words. He had a real knack for ruining the moment, and he was certain that he was about to do so, but even so... "I didn't exactly mean... for that to happen," he said quietly.
Sonic seemed to stiffen in his arms. He said nothing, but his body language spoke volumes of what he feared that Shadow's words meant.
"No, I don't mean... I mean, it was... I mean..." Shadow sounded incredibly uncertain, "Sonic... did you want this... before it happened?"
The blue hedgehog remained quiet for a moment longer, "...Yes. Sometimes,” he admitted quietly.
Shadow flushed, his cheeks burning crimson, "So... you're... you know... gay?" he asked, his voice trembling. It was a stupid question to ask, considering what they had just done, but he needed to hear the answer, and be sure.
Sonic shifted uncomfortably in Shadow's grasp, "Well... uh... um..." he uttered, searching for the words, and the answer, in his mind, "...Let's just say I kept running from Amy for a reason,” he settled on.
"Ah," Shadow relaxed a little, "Hey," he tried hard to gain a spark, or even a speck of Sonic's cockiness, "You just keep on being Sonic, and I'll keep on being Shadow, and whatever way it goes... it'll work out." It was possibly the most casual, least shadowy thing he'd ever said in his life.
He was speaking Sonic's language for once, and it caused a huge grin to spread over the blue hedgehog's face. "That's more like it!" he said happily, slapping Shadow on the shoulder and shifting to get up. But then he remembered that he was still embedded in Shadow's tail-hole. "Er... could you, uh, stand up, please?" he asked sheepishly.
“Hmmm…” Shadow looked down, “I kinda like feeling you in me…” he smirked wickedly, and the old Shadow was back again, “So, maybe I won’t…”
The blue hedgehog chuckled. True, it did feel very, very good inside Shadow. He could certainly stay there a while longer, "Fair enough,” he whispered, leaning into the nuzzling and tilting his head up to lick just behind Shadow's ear.
Shadow smiled at the feeling, but then he sighed, "I came here to be alone," he said, "To get things straight in my head. And now they're more complicated than ever."
Sonic didn't understand as he looked into Shadow's red eyes, "What is complicated about this?" he asked quietly, reaching up to caress the other's cheek.
"You," Shadow answered simply, "You and me. The hero and the villain. You will never be accepted if anybody finds out about... this." He stood up carefully and regretfully, wiping clumps of sticky semen off his belly.
Sonic shivered and sighed as Shadow stood up, missing that feeling, and slowly the blue hedgehog did the same, "Shadow... I've never cared if people accepted me or not. I am who I am, no matter what anyone thinks."
"What about your friends?" Shadow asked him, as he washed his hands in the pool, "Knuckles despises me, Amy hates me, and Miles fears me, and that is the way it will always be..." he looked down at the mossy ground underneath them, "I should have stopped to think."
"Tails will get over it. I'm sure Amy will, too,” Sonic told the other hedgehog. He made no mention of Knuckles, of course; that was one friendship he was sure was over. The echidna had a serious problem with forgiveness. "Everything's going to be fine."
"For once, Sonic, I hope you're right," Shadow said quietly, "I really do."
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Harley: Well, is that the last of the sex? Certainly not! It’s just kicking in!
Froggy: Read and Review. You know you have to!
Bloody Domination 2: Straitjacket
Co-Written by Harley Quinn hyenaholic and Froggy22651
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Harley: Well, it’s a nice, gay, consensual sex chapter. If you don’t like that sort of thing... well, you shouldn’t have started reading this fanfic.
Froggy: The general call seems for Shadow to not be too crazy. Well, we’ll do what we can, but he wasn’t in that asylum for nothing.
Harley: But for now, things are getting ever more complicated. And increasingly gay.
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Chapter Ten: Things Getting Complicated
Shadow watched the plane carrying his unborn baby fly away. He wondered if he would ever see it again. He turned away from Sonic, who was still waving, and walked away slowly. Eventually he sat down next to a large pool of water, staring into its depths. For a long moment, he had a fascinating mental image of Sonic finding him lying face down, drowned in a few inches of water, blood trickling from his wrists and staining the water dark red.
In stark contrast, the blue hedgehog looked as cheery as ever, turning away from the plane in the distance and taking a deep breath. Then he coughed. Memories tended to fade over time, the details leaving, and Sonic had forgotten just how thick and heavy the air was here. Such was the jungle, damp and hot. It had been a while since he visited here, "Hey, Shadow!" he called out when he noticed that the dark hedgehog was no longer beside him, "Shadow? Shadow, where did you go?"
Shadow could hear Sonic shouting his name, but continued to stare listlessly into the water at his reflection, drawn, pale, tense... he looked just as bad as he felt. He splashed some water from the pool onto his shoulder; it eased the burning agony of the stab wound in his arm. Sonic's calls were coming closer, Doesn't he ever just give up? Shadow thought, No, he never does, the thought concluded.
The thick foliage made it hard to walk, but thankfully a dirt trail had been beaten down to allow for people to walk through easily. Sonic was on the trail, cupping his hands to his mouth and calling out Shadow's name. He had promised that they would stay together, so of course the first thing the dark hedgehog had to do was to get out of his sight. He was so damn stubborn... much like himself, Sonic noted with a smirk.
Shadow finally turned as the blue hedgehog crashed through the bushes, "I wanted to be alone," he said, "I just... just wanted to get things straight in my head! Why do you always have to be here?"
"Um... just because?" Sonic replied, shrugging his shoulders. Truth be told, he was worried that Shadow was going to do something stupid on his own, and considering his current mental state, it wasn't a totally unfair assumption. Walking over to Shadow, Sonic plopped himself down and stared into the water.
"You may not think I'm a monster," Shadow said dully, not looking at him, "But I have a duty to. I mustn't forget... or forgive myself... even if other people can. Or it could all happen again."
"Whatever you say, pal,” Sonic casually replied, obviously not believing that himself. He felt that Shadow was overcomplicating things. All he really needed to do was just lighten up. He needed something positive to focus on.
"You don't get it," Shadow growled, "It wasn't all the voices... not all of it... It was me... as well."
Blinking, Sonic quickly faced Shadow, "Wha-what? When was it you?" he asked, worry in his voice.
"Rouge..." Shadow whispered, not looking at Sonic, avoiding his eyes, "I killed Rouge. I mean, there were things that happened, that the voice did... but I killed Rouge," his expression creased up, "I thought... she loved me..." he whispered.
Swallowing, Sonic whispered in return, "But... I don't understand. Why?" It made sense before when it was just the voice, but the blue hedgehog found it hard to believe that Shadow was a murderer. He needed to know more.
"I don't really know," Shadow said, "What do I know about love, or devotion? But I knew enough to be tricked! I thought I really meant something to her... I thought maybe she could stop me. But I was wrong. She doesn't care about anybody... but herself. That whore's got a cunt like a fucking bowling alley."
It was wrong to kill Rouge; Sonic knew that. But he could understand Shadow's pain. To love someone and then to feel betrayed by them... Tentatively, Sonic reached out and placed a hand on Shadow's shoulder, "That... had to hurt,” he spoke quietly.
Shadow nodded, "You know what was worse? My only experience of... of somebody caring... was with Maria. I was comparing Maria to Rouge! I hated myself for that! I still do!" His face twisted up in anger.
"...Don't hate yourself for that, Shadow,” said Sonic, giving Shadow's shoulder a squeeze, "You didn't know any better. She used you, and you were... alone..." Sonic swallowed again and then forced a smile on his face, "Well hey, you still got me around, right?"
"And that's supposed to make me feel better, is it?" Shadow asked, but Sonic couldn't help but notice that the dark hedgehog hadn't pulled away from him yet.
"Well, doesn't it?" Sonic asked back, glancing into the dark hedgehog's crimson eyes.
"A little," Shadow admitted grudgingly, "Yeah. A little." A brief smile flickered onto his face, although he still didn't turn to look at Sonic, "I... I thought I'd always be alone. It's what I deserve-"
"No one deserves that,” Sonic answered quickly, thought about it, and then added, "Well... almost no one. But you don't, Shadow. What Rouge did to you was wrong."
"That's why I killed her afterwards," Shadow said, "I still thought I deserved somebody. And you still think I deserve somebody, even now." Without really thinking about it, he put his hand on top of Sonic's hand on his shoulder.
"I know you do,” Sonic whispered. Shadow was alone, always had been. Alone, afraid, betrayed... and yet it surprised people when he lost control, and gave in to his anger and frustration. Sonic had always had his friends and companions, always had someone to share the day with. He could barely imagine what it was like to be truly alone, and what he imagined was horrible. There were… feelings that he had that he never admitted to anyone, much less himself. He always had admired Shadow, after he learned to get past the cold attitude and abrasive nature. He liked that there was someone who could actually match him, could understand where he was coming from. He always wanted to get closer to Shadow, although the dark hedgehog was always pushing him away.
For once, they were together, and Shadow wanted him there, even if he tried hard not to admit it. Shadow needed him there, and that was something that Sonic wasn't used to... but it felt good. Knowing all of this, he still wasn't sure why he was leaning in, and he surprised even himself when he pressed his lips against Shadow's.
Shadow’s eyes widened, he tensed up and gasped slightly... but he realised that he wasn't pulling away, that he had no desire to. The feeling of somebody wanting to be with him was something he hadn't felt for years. Somebody was touching him, was choosing to touch him... he didn't know how to react.
The thought kept running through Sonic's head that this was crazy. It wasn't all that long ago that all Shadow wanted in the world was to rape and torture and kill him, and yet here he was kissing the black hedgehog. It was totally insane... but a little madness had not stopped him before. Worried by Shadow's lack of a response, Sonic wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss, probing Shadow's lips with his tongue.
Shadow finally reacted, hesitantly moving his hands to Sonic's shoulders, and parting his lips, his rough tongue stroking against Sonic's, slipping into his mouth, tasting him... and then he remembered who he was and what he had done, and pulled back, "Sonic... I'm not sure... if this is the right thing to do," he said quietly. Yeah, that's rich coming from you, the little voice inside sneered quietly.
Sonic fought back a whimper as Shadow pulled away, missing the kiss he had only just got a taste of. Still, he hung onto Shadow, refusing to let go just yet, one hand resting against his white-furred chest, "Doesn't it... feel right?" he breathed.
"Yes..." Shadow admitted, breathing hard, and gazing into Sonic's emerald green eyes. His heart was pounding, and he couldn't bring himself to take his hands off the blue hedgehog's shoulders, "But what I did-"
"Doesn't matter here,” Sonic interrupted, holding Shadow's gaze, breathing heavily, "We can beat that... together."
Shadow meant to protest, to try to convince Sonic that he deserved to be alone, but he couldn't bear it any longer. He leant forward and pressed his lips to Sonic's. Somehow though, it didn't invoke the sheer euphoric experience that he had received when Sonic had kissed him.
But Sonic pressed forward, held the kiss, ran his hands down Shadow's back between his quills. Sonic didn't want this to end. This one moment of giving in had opened up the floodgate of buried feelings, of his own need for companionship. Shadow wanted to be loved, and Sonic realized that he wanted to be the one loving. Neither of them had to be alone. The blue hedgehog kissed harder, pressing his tongue back into Shadow's mouth, exploring and caressing it.
Shadow's hands began to move over Sonic's shoulders, down his back and up into the quills on his head. A soft moan left his mouth, and once again his tongue moved against Sonic's. Another moan, another taste, and he was hooked, just wanting, needing for them to be closer.
They had each other. Sonic kissed Shadow hungrily, desperately as his hands frantically moved over the black-furred body, rubbing and pressing and scratching against him until they came to rest on the curve of Shadow's rear. The blue hedgehog squeezed and let out a moan of his own into the kiss.
Shadow moaned in return, holding onto the kiss. His hand moved over Sonic's cheeks, tracing the lines of his face gently, while his other hand sank deeper into the quills on his back, tugging. He shifted slightly, moving into a kneeling position, his lips moving more fiercely against those of the blue hedgehog's.
Sonic met the passion and energy with his own, one hand rubbing up Shadow's back as the other still rubbed near the base of his tail, his tongue wrestling for control with Shadow's.
It was almost like torture, but Shadow managed to break the kiss, moving his lips down to Sonic's neck, nuzzling it gently, and then kissing it, licking it, sucking on it gently as his heart raced and a wonderful, warm feeling welled up inside his chest.
Sonic hummed happily and wrapped his arms tightly around the dark hedgehog, holding him close as Shadow licked and kissed his throat, causing his heart to race out of control. Sonic realized he was shaking against Shadow, whether from nervousness or excitement he didn't know. But he loved it.
“Oh…” Shadow murmured, his breath warm against Sonic’s neck, “Oh… Sonic…” His hands tugged harder at the blue fur, his body pressing harder against the other, so that he could feel him trembling. He stopped, gazing into Sonic’s eyes again, taking deep breaths, “I… I don’t want to be alone any more…” he breathed.
"You won't be,” Sonic gasped, smiling comfortingly at the darker hedgehog, "I'm here." Leaning in again, he kissed the tip of Shadow's nose, and then his cheeks, his forehead, over his eyelids, all as his hands explored Shadow's chest and belly, one hand roaming lower between his legs.
Shadow let loose a low, prolonged groan at Sonic's touch. Invasive as it was, he didn't want it to stop. He kissed Sonic again, and his hands moved up and down the blue hedgehog's sides, stroking his fur, and coming to rest on his hips. He could feel the warm feeling that had started in his chest spreading to the rest of his body.
The hand between Shadow's legs rubbed more insistently as Sonic returned the heated kiss, running his tongue over the other's lips, taking in his taste and scent. But he wanted more, kissing harder, quivering in Shadow's grasp, moaning softly.
The blue hedgehog groaned, bucking his hips against him, and Shadow could feel something long and hard pressing through the black fur of his belly, "Nnngh... Sonic..." he moaned softly. He pulled his gloves off, and one hand moved in-between Sonic's legs, moving along the thick length slowly, as Sonic stroked him similarly.
"Unnngh... Shadow..." Sonic moaned back, "What are we..." But he left the question incomplete, knowing it didn't matter. He rested his forehead against Shadow's, their lips touching lightly as they panted for breath, their heavy scents mixing with the moist jungle air. The blue hedgehog grunted as his hips ground against Shadow's hand, and Sonic quickly removed his own gloves, wrapping a bare hand around Shadow's shaft and pumping his fist up and down the length.
Shadow moaned again, one bare hand rubbing at Sonic's length, matching the other hedgehog touch for touch, the other tugging at his fur, as his hips bucked and his shaft moved against Sonic's. He almost cried out at the feeling, but instead a whimper, almost painful, escaped his lips.
Sonic released a whimper of his own. The feeling was intense and delightful and so, so good. It threatened to overwhelm him, it was so frantic and mindless and heated and pleasurable... the only word he could use to describe it was, "Shadow,” and that was good enough for him. Sonic released Shadow's shaft just enough to hold his own with it, pressing the two, throbbing erections together, pumping them both at the same time. The blue hedgehog gasped and moaned loudly, becoming more vocal with his cries of passion.
This is crazy, this is stupid, this is... so wonderful... I don't want it to stop here, Shadow thought, barely able to breathe thanks to the feel of Sonic’s shaft pressed against his own. The heat, and the slippery wetness made him cry out softly as Sonic rubbed them together.
A few more wonderful seconds passed, and then he leant backwards with a moan, pulling Sonic with him slowly, and staring up at him, excited and frightened and pleasured, all at once.
Sonic leaned over Shadow, panting hard and looking into fiery red eyes as he wondered what he had to do next. His nervousness and fear mirrored Shadow's own as he lowered himself, planting little kisses on Shadow's chest, tugging softly on the white fur there with his teeth. As he did so, his hardened shaft rested down between Shadow's legs, tingles of pleasure racing down it. Sonic paused a moment, holding his breath, and then he carefully spread Shadow's legs apart.
Shadow breathed in sharply and closed his eyes, tilting his head back. He opened his eyes again, and rested a hand on Sonic's peach chest, running it down slowly until it rested between his thighs, "I... I just..." he started, and then stopped, because he had no idea what to say next.
Sonic just swallowed and nodded. Words weren't needed to tell each other what they wanted to do. For a moment, there was just their nervous, excited glances and the sounds of the jungle all around them. And then Sonic made his move, positioning himself between the dark hedgehog's legs and abruptly thrusting forward, sliding into Shadow's tight tail-hole.
"AUGH!" Shadow couldn't help but cry out. He'd never had anything put up there before, and it hurt, sweet Maria, it hurt. And Sonic cared. Would it have hurt this much for the others? Worse? He realised that he was crying. Tears were trickling unbidden down his face, and he moved his hand to wipe them away, to hide them.
Sonic's hand stayed his; it was impossible for him to not notice, this close. Then, the blue hedgehog kissed the tears away himself as he rested over Shadow, breathing deeply and keeping himself from moving too fast, "It's ok,” he whispered.
"I'm... sorry..." Shadow gulped down noisy breaths of air as he tried to contain the tears - no longer of pain, but of shame, not ashamed of what was happening, but of what had happened, what he had done, "I never... I didn't know..."
"I know,” Sonic replied quietly, "It's ok... that's in the past. This is now." Sonic kissed Shadow's cheek as he slowly drew himself out and thrust back inside.
Shadow groaned. This time there was less pain, and more pleasure. He spread his own legs wider to accommodate Sonic's thick shaft, and gripped the blue hedgehog's ungloved hand tightly, "Feels... good..." he moaned the third time.
"Yes,” Sonic moaned back in agreement. He moved tentatively at first, slowly, but his confidence grew with Shadow's moans. The blue hedgehog sped up his thrusts, driving himself harder into his new lover's tail-hole, the excitement and pleasure building.
Shadow gritted his teeth, still moaning, one hand holding Sonic's, the other moving over his own erection at the same rate that Sonic thrust into him, feeling pre-cum oozing out of the tip.
The sight emboldened Sonic, enflamed his lust further, and the blue hedgehog sped up his thrusts, "Shhhadow!" he called out loudly as their hips pressed together.
"Oh! Oh gods! S-Sonic!" Shadow cried out in return. Conflicting feelings hit his body. He wanted to reach the peak of pleasure, and yet he wanted this, this closeness to last forever. His hand left his shaft, and, already sticky and wet, gripped Sonic's other hand tightly. He braced his legs against the ground and raised his hips up, gasping and moaning with pleasure.
The position allowed for Sonic to thrust harder and deeper into the dark hedgehog, and he gratefully took the opportunity, gasping and moaning and crying out loudly into the jungle as he mated with Shadow passionately. The past didn't matter in that moment, nor what Shadow had done. There was no past, no future, no pursuit from Eggman or GUN. There was only them, together, in that moment, and it was pure bliss.
Shadow gasped and moaned and grunted with the pleasure filling him. Sweat poured down his body, making it slicker, "Harder!" he screamed out, clutching Sonic's hands tightly, "Faster!"
Sonic shouted and gave Shadow what he was pleading for, pounding against him roughly, giving in fully to animal lust, "Shadow!" he screamed as the raw pleasure built. The heat and moisture and sheer intensity of their lovemaking made the blue hedgehog dizzy, light-headed, and damn but he wanted more of it.
Shadow couldn't feel anything anymore, except for the undeniable pleasure caused by Sonic's shaft thrusting deep inside of him, "Sonic... Sonic!" he screamed, and with one enormous effort, sat up as Sonic thrust into him, pressing his lips to the other hedgehog's as he came, streams of sticky, white fluid pouring from his shaft, pressed between them.
The sitting up and hard kiss surprised Sonic, the ropes of cum splatting against his belly and the tightening of Shadow's tail-hole furthered the pleasure, and the arousing sound of his name being shouted pushed him over the edge. Sonic screamed into Shadow's mouth as his orgasm struck, quivering and clutching at the dark hedgehog so hard that he tore patches of fur from his back as he pumped his own fluid deep into his lover.
Shadow cried out again, the sound slightly muffled by Sonic's lips this time. He rubbed his shaft against Sonic's belly, the friction teasing out the last strands of cum as he clenched his butt tightly, his arms wrapped around Sonic's waist, holding him so close that he could feel both their hearts pounding frantically.
Sonic ended the kiss, drawing a shuddering gasp of breath as he did, hugging Shadow tightly to him and whimpering softly as Shadow continued tightening around his sensitive shaft. Coming down from the orgasmic high, the blue hedgehog finally whispered, "That was incredible..."
"I... I..." Shadow didn't know what to say, but he certainly agreed. It was incredible. It was about a million other things, but it was, above all else, incredible. Still breathing hard, he rested his head on Sonic's shoulder, and nuzzled his neck gently, his fingers lightly stroking through the blue hedgehog's soft fur.
Sonic sighed and returned the gesture, letting his heart slow, letting the world back in, if only a little bit. He didn't know how this had happened or even entirely why, but he didn't regret it in the slightest. Never Turn Back. We Can Make It. Those were words he gladly lived by and would continue to live by. "See? It's not all bad,” he whispered to the dark hedgehog with a smile.
"I..." Shadow found words. He had a real knack for ruining the moment, and he was certain that he was about to do so, but even so... "I didn't exactly mean... for that to happen," he said quietly.
Sonic seemed to stiffen in his arms. He said nothing, but his body language spoke volumes of what he feared that Shadow's words meant.
"No, I don't mean... I mean, it was... I mean..." Shadow sounded incredibly uncertain, "Sonic... did you want this... before it happened?"
The blue hedgehog remained quiet for a moment longer, "...Yes. Sometimes,” he admitted quietly.
Shadow flushed, his cheeks burning crimson, "So... you're... you know... gay?" he asked, his voice trembling. It was a stupid question to ask, considering what they had just done, but he needed to hear the answer, and be sure.
Sonic shifted uncomfortably in Shadow's grasp, "Well... uh... um..." he uttered, searching for the words, and the answer, in his mind, "...Let's just say I kept running from Amy for a reason,” he settled on.
"Ah," Shadow relaxed a little, "Hey," he tried hard to gain a spark, or even a speck of Sonic's cockiness, "You just keep on being Sonic, and I'll keep on being Shadow, and whatever way it goes... it'll work out." It was possibly the most casual, least shadowy thing he'd ever said in his life.
He was speaking Sonic's language for once, and it caused a huge grin to spread over the blue hedgehog's face. "That's more like it!" he said happily, slapping Shadow on the shoulder and shifting to get up. But then he remembered that he was still embedded in Shadow's tail-hole. "Er... could you, uh, stand up, please?" he asked sheepishly.
“Hmmm…” Shadow looked down, “I kinda like feeling you in me…” he smirked wickedly, and the old Shadow was back again, “So, maybe I won’t…”
The blue hedgehog chuckled. True, it did feel very, very good inside Shadow. He could certainly stay there a while longer, "Fair enough,” he whispered, leaning into the nuzzling and tilting his head up to lick just behind Shadow's ear.
Shadow smiled at the feeling, but then he sighed, "I came here to be alone," he said, "To get things straight in my head. And now they're more complicated than ever."
Sonic didn't understand as he looked into Shadow's red eyes, "What is complicated about this?" he asked quietly, reaching up to caress the other's cheek.
"You," Shadow answered simply, "You and me. The hero and the villain. You will never be accepted if anybody finds out about... this." He stood up carefully and regretfully, wiping clumps of sticky semen off his belly.
Sonic shivered and sighed as Shadow stood up, missing that feeling, and slowly the blue hedgehog did the same, "Shadow... I've never cared if people accepted me or not. I am who I am, no matter what anyone thinks."
"What about your friends?" Shadow asked him, as he washed his hands in the pool, "Knuckles despises me, Amy hates me, and Miles fears me, and that is the way it will always be..." he looked down at the mossy ground underneath them, "I should have stopped to think."
"Tails will get over it. I'm sure Amy will, too,” Sonic told the other hedgehog. He made no mention of Knuckles, of course; that was one friendship he was sure was over. The echidna had a serious problem with forgiveness. "Everything's going to be fine."
"For once, Sonic, I hope you're right," Shadow said quietly, "I really do."
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