Is this the end?
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Kingdom Hearts › Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult +
Chapters:
2
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903
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Is this the end?
Riku POV
I stand on the rooftop and look into the dark depths of the water below me. I can’t stand it anymore. My life, my whole existence is a waste. A smile comes to my face as I start to feel the first cold drops of rain. A few moments pas and it starts to rain harder. The wind picks up and the icy air is stinging my skin. But it doesn’t bother me. I can hardly feel it. I’ve made myself numb, I’m hollow inside, I’m nothing but a shell. I feel myself smirk as I think back on my life. So many people surround themselves around me. They think I’m such a great person just because of my identity and all that is tied with it. I chuckle at the thought. They don’t really know, they don’t really care. They think they know me, they think they get me when all they know is a lifeless doll who yields and bends to everyone’s will. A doll with so many labels. Popular, desirable, diligent, athletic, honor student, stuck up, ungrateful, show-off, snob. All these things I’m labeled as without anyone getting to know me. Well maybe at least one person knows me, the true me. My best friend, well now ex-best friend. He was the only one to truly understand me, and I ruined it. I threw it all away and for what? Now that I think back on it, it wasn’t worth losing him over, nothing was. We grew up together, and did everything together. We were inseparable. I being a year older than him went to high school before he did and that’s where everything changed.
During that year I grew away from him, getting wrapped up in the drama filled life that is high school. By his first year, my second, I was to far gone, and being seen around him was considered unacceptable to my image. At the time I should’ve stuck by him, instead of turning on him I should’ve but I didn’t, and by my third year when things started to unravel before my eyes, I didn’t have him around to help or support me. I lost his friendship, his trust, just him in general, and I was left alone. Now in my final year of school, I have nothing left, and nothing to look forward to, but more pain, and disappointment.
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Normal POV
With a sigh and a shake of his head Riku cleared all thoughts from his mind and stared at the dark depths below him once more. By now he was thoroughly soaked and it was getting a little harder to keep his balance on the slippery ledge. He closed his eyes and began a countdown in his mind. With that going on in his head, he didn’t hear the roof door open; he didn’t hear the shock filled gasp, or the approaching footsteps. He finished counting down and was about to jump when he heard a tentative voice call his name. A voice he thought he would never hear directed at him again.
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Riku POV
“Ri-Riku?”
I turned my head around to verify that the voice I heard, matched the picture in my head. And that it did. Standing there with the rain pelting against him, as well as his soaked hair and clothes sticking to his skin.
“Sora” I heard my voice reply longingly. “What are you doing here?” I asked turning my head away from him.
Ignoring the question Sora asked one of his own. “Riku what are you doing?”
“What does it look like?” I replied in a monotone voice.
“Why Riku?” He asked quietly.
I turned my head towards him while I answered, tears streaming down my face. “Because my life is so screwed up” I cried. “Nothing matters anymore, all I have and feel is nothing but pain, so I’m doing what’s best to end that pain.”
“Riku please don’t do it” Sora said, coming closer to me.
“What do you care if I do it or not?” I snorted.
“Because I care about you!” Sora cried out.
“What?” I asked quietly confusion on my face.
“Riku-“ he sighed. “I’ve never stopped caring about you.” Seeing the look on my face he continued. “Sure I was hurt by what you did, but I never stopped caring because somehow. I knew that you still cared for me.”
Hearing his words cause more tears to stream down my face. “S-sora I’m s-so s-sorry.” I cried, sobs wracking my body.
“It’s ok Riku, It’s going to be okay. I’ll help you. I’ll help you get things turned around. I’ll help you get your life back on track.” He paused and extended his hand out towards me. “Just take my hand. Let me help you.”
I looked down at him unsure if I should accept his hand or not. Suddenly the rain stopped and a little bit of sunshine started to peak through the clouds, spotlighting on Sora, giving him an ethereal appearance. I couldn’t help but let a small smile appear on my face as I went to grasp his hand.
What I hadn’t taken into consideration though, was that the ledge would still be slippery from the rain, and since I hadn’t made any big movements before now, any thoughts of precaution were gone from my mind.
As I fell backwards, my heart clenched painfully in my chest at the sight of the expression on Sora’s face. So many emotions were showing themselves at once, the shock and pain, being the most apparent. I couldn’t bear to see him like that, especially knowing that I was the cause of it, so I closed my eyes, and focused on the good memories, the memories of our past, the memory of us just now, gaining back the friendship that I thought was lost forever. All these things were running through my mind, as my body impacted with the water, and I surrendered to the darkness.
***
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I stand on the rooftop and look into the dark depths of the water below me. I can’t stand it anymore. My life, my whole existence is a waste. A smile comes to my face as I start to feel the first cold drops of rain. A few moments pas and it starts to rain harder. The wind picks up and the icy air is stinging my skin. But it doesn’t bother me. I can hardly feel it. I’ve made myself numb, I’m hollow inside, I’m nothing but a shell. I feel myself smirk as I think back on my life. So many people surround themselves around me. They think I’m such a great person just because of my identity and all that is tied with it. I chuckle at the thought. They don’t really know, they don’t really care. They think they know me, they think they get me when all they know is a lifeless doll who yields and bends to everyone’s will. A doll with so many labels. Popular, desirable, diligent, athletic, honor student, stuck up, ungrateful, show-off, snob. All these things I’m labeled as without anyone getting to know me. Well maybe at least one person knows me, the true me. My best friend, well now ex-best friend. He was the only one to truly understand me, and I ruined it. I threw it all away and for what? Now that I think back on it, it wasn’t worth losing him over, nothing was. We grew up together, and did everything together. We were inseparable. I being a year older than him went to high school before he did and that’s where everything changed.
During that year I grew away from him, getting wrapped up in the drama filled life that is high school. By his first year, my second, I was to far gone, and being seen around him was considered unacceptable to my image. At the time I should’ve stuck by him, instead of turning on him I should’ve but I didn’t, and by my third year when things started to unravel before my eyes, I didn’t have him around to help or support me. I lost his friendship, his trust, just him in general, and I was left alone. Now in my final year of school, I have nothing left, and nothing to look forward to, but more pain, and disappointment.
***
Normal POV
With a sigh and a shake of his head Riku cleared all thoughts from his mind and stared at the dark depths below him once more. By now he was thoroughly soaked and it was getting a little harder to keep his balance on the slippery ledge. He closed his eyes and began a countdown in his mind. With that going on in his head, he didn’t hear the roof door open; he didn’t hear the shock filled gasp, or the approaching footsteps. He finished counting down and was about to jump when he heard a tentative voice call his name. A voice he thought he would never hear directed at him again.
***
Riku POV
“Ri-Riku?”
I turned my head around to verify that the voice I heard, matched the picture in my head. And that it did. Standing there with the rain pelting against him, as well as his soaked hair and clothes sticking to his skin.
“Sora” I heard my voice reply longingly. “What are you doing here?” I asked turning my head away from him.
Ignoring the question Sora asked one of his own. “Riku what are you doing?”
“What does it look like?” I replied in a monotone voice.
“Why Riku?” He asked quietly.
I turned my head towards him while I answered, tears streaming down my face. “Because my life is so screwed up” I cried. “Nothing matters anymore, all I have and feel is nothing but pain, so I’m doing what’s best to end that pain.”
“Riku please don’t do it” Sora said, coming closer to me.
“What do you care if I do it or not?” I snorted.
“Because I care about you!” Sora cried out.
“What?” I asked quietly confusion on my face.
“Riku-“ he sighed. “I’ve never stopped caring about you.” Seeing the look on my face he continued. “Sure I was hurt by what you did, but I never stopped caring because somehow. I knew that you still cared for me.”
Hearing his words cause more tears to stream down my face. “S-sora I’m s-so s-sorry.” I cried, sobs wracking my body.
“It’s ok Riku, It’s going to be okay. I’ll help you. I’ll help you get things turned around. I’ll help you get your life back on track.” He paused and extended his hand out towards me. “Just take my hand. Let me help you.”
I looked down at him unsure if I should accept his hand or not. Suddenly the rain stopped and a little bit of sunshine started to peak through the clouds, spotlighting on Sora, giving him an ethereal appearance. I couldn’t help but let a small smile appear on my face as I went to grasp his hand.
What I hadn’t taken into consideration though, was that the ledge would still be slippery from the rain, and since I hadn’t made any big movements before now, any thoughts of precaution were gone from my mind.
As I fell backwards, my heart clenched painfully in my chest at the sight of the expression on Sora’s face. So many emotions were showing themselves at once, the shock and pain, being the most apparent. I couldn’t bear to see him like that, especially knowing that I was the cause of it, so I closed my eyes, and focused on the good memories, the memories of our past, the memory of us just now, gaining back the friendship that I thought was lost forever. All these things were running through my mind, as my body impacted with the water, and I surrendered to the darkness.
***
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